i know what it means to me, i just want to know if im interpreting it right.
Someone - or a lot of someones - agreeing with your interpretation doesn't make it correct. Poetry is art, not science. You'd be better off asking yourself how these lines make you feel. That's more important than what they mean or don't mean.
Poetry (and art and comedy)
is like science in one way: in order for scientists to examine some living things, they often have to kill them first. You know, in order to slice it thin enough to fit under the microscope. Or the living things die very quickly as a result of their unfortunate interaction with the scientist. When academics deconstruct poetry or art they also kill it by imposing their rules and definitions onto it, and making you think about their analysis rather than having an emotional reaction to the work.
Just my take as a non-scientist.