No offense, but someone who picked up Sifting as their first Bukowski book and says they have been "reading him for years" while others are newbies just strikes me as funny. Don't get me wrong, it's great whenever anyone discovers his work. But it just sounds odd.
Odd how? I know I've only been reading him for less than a decade, but that still qualifies as "years." More than a decade would be qualified as "years and years." Ha ha ;)
And when BAM opened, there were no Buk novels in stock. So until I bought Sifting... I thought Buk was just a poet.
When I introduced myself here, bospress.net also said it was odd to see someone who discovered Buk's poetry first and novels second. Well,there's a reason for that.
I hated reading thick books as a kid because I could never get through them for some reason. I would get stuck on a paragraph for half an hour. Some letters and numbers played tricks on me. I only recently discovered that I'm dyslexic. And I've been dyslexic all my life. It's only in the past year or two that I've come to understand how it is a part of me.
So I read things that were simple to finish. Or just watched a lot of TV. I was intimidated by books as a kid. All of my friends were reading Lord of the Flies and J.R.R. Tolkien and I had this invisible wall in my head. Probably one of the precipitating factors of my depression later in life.
Now that I realize a little more how my mind is wired, I'm able to read more. I've always been a good reader. Top speller in my class. But because words danced on paper, I thought I was stupid. It was the '70s. Dyslexia wasn't well known. I thought I would never be as good as the other kids.
I've learned to be more patient when I read bigger books. Take them one page at a time like I take life one day at a time. Over the past dozen or so years, I've read novels from several authors. Carl Hiaasen being one of my favorites.
Somehow I've been able to cope with all the crap and lifelong disappointment reading used to give to me. Reading poetry was the beginning of this transformation, I think. Billy Collins, Charles Simic, Ted Kooser, Buk, and others. They've all helped me to turn my eyes around and learn to enjoy reading again.