Drugs

Black Swan

Abord the Yorikke!
for chrissake, no wonder with that daily dosage.

Antibiotics equal anti-life in the long run.

Your natural defense system finally goes , although sometimes necessary.
 

mjp

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250mg Xanax by itself would make you sleep 24 hours (or a week) straight. On top of Demerol, Dilaudid and all that other shit? I doubt, at 117 pounds, that he had that kind of tolerance.
 
I take Prilosec daily just like Michael, or at least as he used to:(

Also, just like him, I play music, dance good and I'm white.

Alas, these are in the past tense for Michael:(

I've decided not to be anti-biotic anymore and pro-biotic but are unsure of what drugs (beside heroin) to take.
 
You can get all sorts of drugs out of your body by snorting washing powder - it makes you clean from the inside.
 

1fsh2fsh

I think that I think too much
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don't know about that. rumor has it that Billy Mays was snorting oxiclean....
 

1fsh2fsh

I think that I think too much
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christ, I can only wish he would. Hell I'd gladly supply it for free...
 
Just wanted to let everyone know I'm still alive. Thanks for the kind words and the delightful sarcasm. ( smiley face winking)
 

Bukfan

"The law is wrong; I am right"
Great! Then you weren't killed by the heroin or the air bubbles. Was it a good "high" the second time as well?
 
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While I find this thread distasteful (but I do appreciate the sarcasm associated with many of the posts), I will say that when I had an upper GI endoscopy, that demerol they gave me was quite nice.
 
It was alright, but you're tolerance does skyrocket pretty quick. I just finished what I had( 5 bags in 5 days, through the nose and the arm, took the third day off). If I decide to do it again I'll give myself a good month off. I don't want to be irresponsible or anything. Now I guess it's back to xanax and weed for my nerves. I really do need something hard almost all the time to function ( the only thing I consider soft would be weed, and maybe alcohol). But I will admit that exercise would do wonders for me ( I think it's been proven that exercise works as well as any anti-depressant), but I would still struggle with terrible depression in the morning, and daily, anxious, "cookiness". The trick for me has always been to juggle so as not to become too addicted to anything. Heroine won' make it into my usual rotation, but I can't imagine I won't ever do it again. Unless I'm already a zombie and don't realize it yet! I do kinda want some heroin-soaked brains...
 

1fsh2fsh

I think that I think too much
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hey kid, let me give you some advice from an old hat... ayh, shit. on second thought, fuck it. forget it.
 

Bukfan

"The law is wrong; I am right"
...exercise would do wonders for me ( I think it's been proven that exercise works as well as any anti-depressant)...
Yes, exercise has been proven to help on various mental conditions. If I were you, I would give it a try. Meanwhile, stay with the medication your doctor prescribes. The medication should be sufficient, so you don't need to medicate yourself on the side. If it is'nt sufficient, then you need to see your doctor.
As for alcohol, I would'nt call it a soft drug.
Anyway, best of luck!
 
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Mikey: If you think you're just experimenting with your own life, you'd be correct. But you are also fucking with all of the lives around you. I'm not your mother, so fuck it. But I'd be remiss if I didn't say: cut the fucking shit you stupid fuck. You know, or not.
 
Thanks for the advice, but I don't see any doctors, I don't have any coverage or the coin, but when I was younger I used to go to doctors( I tried a few) and none of the prescriptions or therapy ever did a lick of good. The best I think I could get from a doctor would be a prescription for xanax,( and they won't tell you this) but I would still have to take breaks so I won't get addicted and to keep my tolerance down. I was in rehab when I was 19 and there were ALOT of people there hooked on the stuff because there doctor prescribed it to them when they were going through some sort of hard time or something, and they just had no idea what a powerful drug it is. Older people who had never really had any substance abuse problems at all. One week there dog dies, the next week they can't keep track of the days.
 
I tried some drugs in the 90s, ecstasy, speed, cocaine, lsd, weed.
cocaine was totally boring. ecstasy was nice until I overdosed it. lsd was a very good experience. since those days I enjoy a little smoke in the evening. i smoke the weed with natural herbs instead of tobacco 'cause I quit smoking cigarettes some years ago.
 
After 12 years of weed I quit the shit. I still have those funny visual interpretations sometimes, that has remained somehow in my brain. I'm glad it's not the reduced language. I've tried cocaine once here in Germany and it was only numbing my nose and lips. Then I tried it on the West Indies and had the classical delusions of grandeur, maaaaaaan I was omnipotent. So it sucked both times.
 
It can make you the most passive if you smoke too much daily and you're not hyperactive by nature. That's why I can't stand potheads today, I've been one of them, hanging around, absolutely lazy with no inspiration to move a finger. The supermarket was two minutes away and I felt like I had to climp up the Mount Everest when I needed to go there, y'know, for more sweeties and crisps; btw I thought it really sucked they had no DVD's. To fantasize your life at home is being zombified.

There's nothing I can say against people who like to smoke thc in a moderate measure, how much that is you've got to know.

I've made an approximate calculation on how much money I had spend on thc after I stopped the Kifferei. I immediately forgot the amount on purpose.
 
I understand :)
In my early smoking times I spent about 300 € on thc every month, half of the money I got as a trainee at that time. and for a long time I couldn't smoke without having some sweets available. but fortunately I got a bit wiser concerning cannabis consume and now I only need very few thc to feel good. I hate to be stoned during daytime and I would never smoke bongs again.
 
Well, I think drugs are a great way of discovering the world in many new ways, they are just something that help you see/think/feel/undestrand/... all the things that ARE actually there but we can't perceive. Nevertheless, my experience with all that is not quite good. My older brother has a Syd Barret-like story that left me with a lot to think about, and it's not that I see drugs as something bad, I know that one can have amazing experiences but I just don't see the point to screwing with my brain and end up fucked up... Genetics really count on this issues.

Anyway, if I wasn't in the situation I am, I would love to have experiences with drugs that make me learn something, or just have a good time.
 

mjp

Founding member
Well, I think drugs are a great way of discovering the world in many new ways, they are just something that help you see/think/feel/undestrand/... all the things that ARE actually there but we can't perceive.
See, I used to think that kind of thinking was no more than hippie bullshit justification for digging hallucinations. Then I saw Oliver Stone's movie The Doors, and realized just how wrong I had always been.

Rave on!
 
My older brother has a Syd Barret-like story that left me with a lot to think

Your brother also recorded two shitty albums????
I was thiiiiiinking of this yes I am don't hold on to the stale rail.

And I paid import prices.
 
Well, some drugs can actually help you see/think/feel/understand things that aren't there but you can perceive when high as kite.
 
Well, I think drugs are a great way of discovering the world in many new ways, they are just something that help you see/think/feel/undestrand/... all the things that ARE actually there but we can't perceive. Nevertheless, my experience with all that is not quite good. My older brother has a Syd Barret-like story that left me with a lot to think about, and it's not that I see drugs as something bad, I know that one can have amazing experiences but I just don't see the point to screwing with my brain and end up fucked up... Genetics really count on this issues.

Anyway, if I wasn't in the situation I am, I would love to have experiences with drugs that make me learn something, or just have a good time.

I think even without drugs Syd B. would have gotten mental problems. Like Brian Wilson he was an absolut artist personality who often isn't on firm ground. His solo albums are great ;)
 
My point is that I don't see the fun side of losing yourself *forever* for something as stupid as a drug.
 
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